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Last nite i went to this alumni done by an old friend of mine from my previouse school,IIC.Being there really made me feel like meeting a looong lost friend.They’re all growned up!I was overwhelmed by their maturity physically n mentally.It sure does makes me feel like the black sheep of the croud.But inspite dat,i really enjoyed myself.Although i may not show it,coz i dont really talk much dat nite u know,hahahaha,its not that i’m sombong…pleasee..that word is far beyond my dictionary of personality!hehehe…maybe i’m just..i dunno,shy?hahahaah..please..don’t laugh..i know a thing or two bout being ’shy’.How could i not?I mean,its been ..what? 6 or 7 years since i last seen them?i’ve been in that school for as long as i can remember…1 year of my life.Although it was so long a go,and so temporary.It was the longest 1 year of my life…wanna know why?

Well,it was in the year of 1999.It was the year of leaving the ‘kids’ world n into the ‘teen’ world.I was 13.You’d probably wonder how i got into an islamic school the first place?The end of the year that i completed my UPSR,my whole family went to Makkah to do our Umrah.After that trip,i started planning  my life to be a good muslimah.So i decided to go to an islamic school to learn more about islam.I told my mother about my small request.Ummi was surprised to hear dat n tried to find me a good islamic school.That is how i come to IIC.

My first day at IIC was HORRIBLE!!I can’t seem to find any friends..no one wants to talk to me ..except for this one girl…Nihlah(thanks Nihlah..u dnt knw hw much this means to me).I just dont unerstand why everyone hates me??Then i overheard someone sayong that its becouse of my looks..they said that i look like a ’samseng’..hahahah!when i think about..it was kind of funny.I dont know whether its true or not..if i was wrong..sorry guys;p.Then day by day..it doesnt get any better..it just gets worser..n worser..until i can’t stand it anymore..n plead to my mother to change my school..

But..after all these years..i came to realise what was actually happening back then.I was walking into a family..as a stranger..no wonder i was treated like dat..hahahha..we were just kids..i know u guys never meant to hurt anyone.I’ve done some crazy stuff too..that i couldnt imagine me doing it now!After realising that…i started to remember all the good memories that i have left there to hang…

The days when we cut the aloe vera leaves from the school corridor n make it into a face cream.hahhahaha!really funny!..We would use so many more until this one girl..i can’t remember her name..said that if we use too many..we will get cancer..!hahahahha!kelam kabot sme basoh ngan sabon!!

Remember the fire incident in the junior high building?hahaha!that was the most fun experience i had there..if it hadnt been for me..(ceh..bangge diri plak)..no one would have discovered the fire!yes..yes..i was doing the old technic if going to the toilet to escape from a boring class..then suddenly this power supply started to show sparks…i ran to the classroom to find my teacher..everyone was panic!(not really!more excited than panic kot!)HAHAHAHA!everyone was pretending to be panic..running away like animals!Roling on the table..climbing the gate..shouting..hahhaha..that was very fun indeed..that was the first fire incident i’ve ever had..

One more thing that i enjoyed was going to Qiam..waahh!best giler!the idea of sleeping in a mousque n do nothing but read the  al-quran n surah was very calming..i wonder when will i experience it again?

Ok..thats bout it..my story is starting to get too long for anyone to read..heh..back to the reunion dinner..I am touched when everyone keep saying ‘thanks for coming’..i was finally being accepted(or maybe i’ve never been a stranger to them?)..it feels great to be welcome in a big family like this..Oeh..not to forget..the slide shows..wow!u guys really goes way back till kindergarden huh?I’m happy for all of you..everyone manage to be a successfull muslimin n muslimat…alhamdulillah..i hope i could see you guys again…wassalam

p.s. i forgot to mention Nabila n Siti Ruqaiyah!i was really lookung forward to see u two!especially Nabila!!!seriousely…miss u guys..

To me…this is the most romantic,realistic,logic movie ever!i agree wif everything that comes out of Celine’s mouth..although i do have a few contradictions on what Jesse says..but overall..everything dat she’s saying is so true..i never could put in words how,what i was feeling after(…..) …but somehow…she did it..amazing literature…DAT IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL!

BEFORE SUNSET

When Jesse (Ethan Hawke) and Celine (Julie Delpy) met on a Eurail train, the connection between them was immediate and profound. The 14-hour relationship that followed, as the pair explored the spontaneous and unexpected in Vienna, ended on a train platform where they swore they’d meet again six months later.

Nine years have passed since that morning.

On the last stop of his book tour, at the tail end of a reading in a Paris book shop, Jesse finds Celine watching from the back of the room. She lives in Paris now, he in New York. He’s flying out that evening and they utilize every moment, finding their human connection no less vital, inspiring or real than it was in nine years ago in Vienna.

In a stimulating and revealing journey through Paris, in real time, these two individuals explore the inner workings of their hearts and minds and rediscover their rare yet powerful love for the unexpected, the unrehearsed, and each other.

Warner Independent Pictures and Castle Rock Entertainment present a sequel to the acclaimed 1995 film Before Sunrise. Directed by Richard Linklater, the visionary behind such films as Dazed and Confused and Waking Life, BEFORE SUNSET tells the timeless romantic story of two questing hearts and minds whose powerful bond defies time and place.

please do whatch dis..its on the HBO at ASTRO

20th july 11.15 a.m

21st July 5.00 a.m

26 july 6.00 p.m

this story is a sequal of BEFORE SUNRISE..but i’ve never seen it yet…so..if anyone has any information regarding this story..please….please…come to mama

Today’s blog is based on the influence of carta gitu2 apek..childhood part1 n part2…tatau la nape..tp bile dgr..mmg terase..kenangan2 dulu..yg dh byk bwk kenangan..bile ingat balek…sme rase ade..best,sedih,menyesal,gembire..sme adela..so..i decided to make my own list of things dat i did during my childhood..korg nak kate aku copycat pon katelah..this is just my way of remembering the good ol days…mungkin korg ble relate ngn korg nye childhood..or maybe u cannot..bcoz i was raised in a small city..not quite a city..in the very own..’Subang jaya’…so maybe i haven’t experience the childhood life in the ‘kampungs’…but..my childhood is still on top of my list.

Ingat tak mase kecik2 dulu:

DEKAT RUMAH

1...tahun 80-an..trend rambot kekembang…aaa..sangat menyeksakan…tetiap pagi sblom pegi skola…adalah sesi ‘pengembangan rambot’ dgn umi…hahha..sakit urat rambot dibuatnye kene tarek2..jadi kembang

2. tgk kakak pakai spek mate…dlm hati berkate "waa..coolnye..nak pakai jugak" ..dgn kesronokan tu..mule la buat pelbagai cara utk merosakkan mate..i’ve done evrythg..name it..tgk tv dedekat..tgk tv 24/7..bace komik dlm gelap..bace mase bareng..tak makan sayor..nak pakai spekpunye pasal-last2 tak berjaye..mate saye kuat sgt kot..hhahaha..tp effect die br smpi..dh rabon dah ni oi~

3.dkt rumah..takde pape nak buat..comp takde..tv ade due tige channel jerh..jadi creativity melanda…mule la main ‘library-library’..abes sme buku dkt shelf digadainye..buat kad library sendri..bersepah bilek

4.tak pon kalo nak lagi thrill..main "bedak skating"..hhahha..utk tuan puan yg tatau carenye..niha..carenye…tabor kat 3 botol bedak smpi abes dkt lantai..kite ratakan die…sampai la sme inci jadik licin…lpas tu.."1..2..3…SLIDE!!"…hahha..ummi balek lintang pukang ambek air curah kat lantai…(tp tak ilang langsong putih bedak die)

5.kalo nak lagi creative…mainlah "rumah-rumah"..ataupon  "sepahkan bilek"..hahaha..ambekla selimut2 yg tak pakai..ikat dkt 3 atau 4 penjuru..dkt katil bole..dekat pintu bole…lpastu jadi la rumah mcm khemah..bantal2dijadikan dinding..utk bahagi kan bilek maseng2..

6.main gam UHU..haaa.paleng mencabar bile nak cube masokkan sebanyak air yg bole dkt dlm gam tu..pastu jadi mcm ‘tear drops’…"ngaapp!"..masokkan dlm mulot..hahaha..(kids..dont try dis..bahaye woo)

7.bile hujan..mule la carek baju hujan yg slalunye malu nak pakai pegi skola..tp popular kalo utk main hujan..mule la kumpol sme payong…………pastu malam tu makan ‘fisherman’s friend"..

8.tp kalo time umi ade dkt rumah..umi buatkan kuih..bukan kuih utk makan…utk main…name die "kuih-kuih"..ambek tepung gandom..campor dgn air…sometimes.if ur lucky..when umi is in a good mood..dpt la kuih yg berwarna warni…hijau ade..pink ade..orange ade pakai pewarna yg org pakai utk masak tuh..

9.bile jumpe dgn sedare..dekat rumah tok umi..waa..mase tu..best gilela…mcm dh bertahon2 tak jumpe….dulu..dkt rumah tokmi..mane ade astro..segale bende ktorg main…"nenek- nenek".."london bridge is falling down" "pepsi cola".."sep-sep-sep..tom-tom-tom"

i just love it when…

1) i should only care about me n my family(had to..cant runaway from reality)..but most of all..me

2)i could continue n evolve myself to be a better person…whitout needing to mind what evry1 thinks

3)relaxing my journey through life..aahh…no more unwanted baggage for me to carry(u know wat i mean)

4)i’m very happy wif my life rite now…more than 3 years ago..

5)i dont have to lie to my parents everytime im on a date(coz i dont have any anymore!;p)

BTN means biro tata negara..kire cam kem kenegaraan la..best gakla..malas nak tulis memanjang..sbb dah dekat 3 kali tulis ngan semangatnye..tetibe ilang camtuh jerh..bangang punye computer..neway..got to know new friends there..love it..semangat nak jadi cikgu pon..naik 30%..hahaha..perasaan patriotik…naik 50%…bosan dengar ceramah lame sangat…5%..yg lain…ntah..tp best giler!

aahhh..da day..hari yg paleng..paleng….paleng…ramai org pakai mekap tebal..HAHAHAHAHA!!!ape ape la..tp awards day ni..smorg bangon pepagi bute..kemas bilek..pelohkan ketiak dlu…baru mandi..hahaha..lepas mandi..kemas bilek lagi..pastu..baru gosok baju..pastu..10 min lagik nak kene berkumpol..haa..baru la pakai baju ngan tudong LELELILIT HAHAHA!tp..org yg semangat plak..berkobar kobar..lagi 1 jam stengah dah siap dah..beres..woaa..sampai je kat tmpt kene berkumpol tu..smorg smat mangat!hahahah..sronok la..tangkap gamba n all..waaa..tp sedey la..got no award maa…tp..hahaha..yg bestnye..ade la banner bebanyak tergantong kat dedinding kolej..kahkahkah..tekezut tgk ade muke sendri posing kat stu..ngan ila ngan linda(nampak blakangje)….much of luck to all of u who graduate dat day!a few pic of u guyz!

ILHAMI                 SAZLINDA        ADABIAH        HALILAH         SYAFIQAH       

ZATY & NOR    HANNAN & ME  FARIS & ME    TOTOQ & ME   NINA & ME   

aaahh..3 more days to go!cepatla..cepatla..paper 1 further dah selesai..i cant say i’m confident to get an A..well.tawakal jerla..my life in kyuem…is nearly to the end..sigh..although i cant wait…but i know part of me will miss dis place…dis place…dat has given me another oppurtunity to do better in life..n after life..ape die..bak kate org mlayu..pintu hati dah terbukak la..phewh..saved from the obstacles of life….no more boyfriends…no more tight(not so tight clothes)..no more tinggalkan smbahyang…no more lies..no more..n all bcoz of dis college..aahh..so lucky to be here..!!kla..kla..kang tersentimental plak..nyway…friends here are great..although at first..i thought they wont like me bcoz of status(although to me is nothing)…yela..nampak je mcm byk duit..tp..tuhan je tau kan?..nyway..its good dat they dont judge me based on the outside…. love u guys!!see u in UK…!insyaállah..

hallu..have u guys ever wonder…what it feels like to just..STUDY!n study..study..all nite long!??ahah!if u ask me..it doesnt feel that GREAT..hahaha…finals!finals!are scaring me..eh..no..the paper is scaring me..studying is easy..understanding is easy..but "Why da hell did da exam board make such stuupid questions!!!!!????"wargh!!!study pagi..study tengah hari..study petang..study malam..study tgh mlm…waaa..cepat la…i wanna get over it!!hehehe…

yepp…yepp…yesterday was my 20th birthday(my god..can’t believe i did’nt lie bout my age!)hahaha..takdela..ok..like dis..one day b4..haha..Ken,Hannan n da chalet mates msg me to wish appy bday..hahaha..awal giler…lom lagi 15 hb dowh..pastu at tepat 12 midnite…jeng jeng jeng!da fisrt person to call me!!Syafera!!hahaha….unexpected..but realy appreceate…yela..she called me kat tepon umah…the only person still calling me kat umah is ESAH…hahaha…nyway..then got msg from Irina,Minty,Zaty,Faris(although i have to make da first step) n n Oly..n then..tummorow morning..my whole family wish me…after dat…durrah ajak pegi subang parade..nak lepak(i seriously ingat mmg nak lepak) ..pegi ngan boys…skali terjumpe Ummi,Nadiah,Zayd,Ibrahim..rupenye…Ummi(diorg skali) nak blanja makan..i choose Nandos//sedap giler..then..abes makan..diorg sme berpecah pi bli adiah…(kat toys r us..i’m like..20!..hahah..but its ok…young in the inside huh)…me..i went to body shop wif ummi…got some new fashial something2…hahah..Ummi’s present to me..thanks Ummi!..pastu balek..malam tu..plan nak tgk wayang..wif da sedare…Adam,Faez,De’in,Muaz…from my side..just me Nadiah n Durrah..da boys kering..takde budget dah..hahhaaha..tgk crite Eigth Below kat OU..n then..abes tu..pi umah Tok Ummi..cam biase..Tok Ummi order her fav. Nan Taj Mahal..haha..pkol 11 baru la makan dinner..tp kenyang la..bcoz it was late..so me n durrah decided tu tido umah Tok Ummi..aaahh..its been a veery looong time..dah lame tak tido sane..best!!!(kene gigit nyamok!!)..hahaha..nyway..dats da best bday day ever!!!hwa!hwa!..n could be my last…tsk…but..nvrmnd..ummi kate next year bday present..ummi poskan Zayd…hahaha…funny..ok..chaloz!

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